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Wednesday, December 3, 2014

OHIO GHASTLY SOIL - Ryan Jewell -C. Spencer Yeh -Wasteland Jazz Unit (2008)









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Tuesday, October 21, 2014

from the today pieces


early this morning i stood at a crossroads
one went north one went south one went east
and one went into the alley of death
the itch and tarzan were on the corner
in cheerful talk about boys on the lam
though they were ill the itch was wet
his broken eyebrow had been patched up
while tarzan fell off the tree his pants
are baggier still and his eyes are darkening

then a pirate cab went by like a flash
the eyes of a woman set memories tripping
as she turned to look back in recognition
and smiled fading rapidly in the rear glass
i crossed the street and went into the alley

Monday, October 20, 2014

allentown...shouting from a summer blow


dark cut loose wild over allentown
shouting from a summer blow
in the evening come with bugs and buggers
a brawl rushed onto the crowded sidewalk
quick to make room and ready
for the kill of one crimson clown
it all started at the billiard table in mulligan’s
when pr lester figured out brilliantly
how to go through someone’s purse unnoticed
then he had to roll for his life kicked
in the gutter banged _cue ball on a break_
something like a petard sounding from a side
street set everyone on a freeze and running
runaway shadows scattering as balls breaking
one body lay still

a dirge rose to the occasion warm and rogue
while some kid was led away by the police
everyone stood intent on the dream darkening
(
they racked up in the chevy
hit the expressway on cue with the sunset
as the radio blasted trash
and with shades of disgust splat on their faces
but it was fear confusion and despair also
nothing to make way in the shadows
but the headlights from a caprice speeding
loaded with a cast to kill

Sunday, October 19, 2014

nauseated


may we assume wrongfully 
and interpret poorly the absurd 
in our actions...oh civilization
we are full of facts of life meaningless
_we made them up in darkness and fear_
the phrases spell all and nothing
they are substantial and insignificant
it’s extreme pettiness or grandeur to mask
the trifling ridiculously silly beliefs in full

the bit set in long tall buildings with arches
banners and flags crowning their tops
statues and gargoyles in strategic places
support for much shadow and occasional clouds
the pope in yellow flips and puts on a veil
and it’s reality versus reality interacting
announcing modifying postponing fuckitall
robin williams on the score perfect casting
for pere ubu but we’ll never know

go find imaginary solutions in trees hanged
in harmony with satisfying coloring and economy
of detail diverse material for de sade’s portrait
back to being to be sickened by it
its bare detail moving the beholder on contact
the range from choice to chance
daniel deranged matthew delighted
to die on a rooftop was not his decision
nor was it to die _it comes naturally_
but once with reason handy 
it became a sure option
he could become his own child
dictate sentence on his own being
define his existence then and there
or at any bloody given moment
thus he chose to go along 
but circumstances placed him on that roof
and climax he would reach in a hail of bullets

Saturday, August 9, 2014

do the cha-cha (in memoriam)



(uno)
el negro vargas died sunday before dawn
i stood by his bed staring down on him as if asleep
(something about dead bodies gives them away
his right leg wasn’t quite in a restful guise)
proud of his countryside origins and life
of hard labor he spent his last years
on the corner at the entrance of his alley
and at a little park near the social security
building where many retirees hang out
amid saucy conversation and recollections

always in search of political and social savvy
he christened hugo chavez with a new moniker
–chachachá- and would not miss an opportunity
to say the man was my godfather _now
news of the comandante’s death
surprised some of us on tuesday
as we readied for vargas’s long walk
so these ramblings are in his memory
(mostly reminiscences of news in the press
and our insolent commentaries)

(dos)
in the end dieterich was right on the money
he figured the president was as good as stiff
it was a matter of course _he said
the man wouldn’t leave the hospital alive
while the government declared
they’ve been saying for days the colonel died
and next they vociferously asserted
it was his de facto enemies who had him cancer
poisoned some sort of foul play was at work
it’d be fifty years yet when a declassified doc
would reveal the killer hand
and we all laughed in amusement _we
the unenlightened ones and with a sense of humor

(tres)
but boffola was the stuff the colonel himself
was made of and we’ve grown accustomed to it
after the initial outrage that is
for the lump of blatant affronts and smears
spewing absurd upon absurd with a twist
because even for a guy with a twisted loaf
his lines and doings were defiant of lunacy

(shuffle)
_It’s very difficult to explain, even with the law
of probabilities, what has been happening to some
of us in Latin America (what…you mean getting sick)
_would it be so strange that they’ve invented
technology to spread cancer (wait shush quitdat)

but he went on and told us about life on mars
halloween as terrorism
about the martyr liberator of libya
and bush being the devil and the jewish
cabal which runs the world
and go straight to hell mr blair
go to hell gringos go home missy

(uno)
and still it all came down very neatly
to a chronicle of a death foretold
_in the old barracks in caracas once
the stage of his failed coup his embalmed
remains will rest for the people to behold
for kingdom come just like the thousand
year reichstag mao’s china or bolivar’s dream
but still none could equal his talent for farce
and knack for skanky politics

(dos)
fresh out of prison he launched a tour-de-farce
to find like-minded mofos to finance his apetite
first he met with the narco-guerrillas honchos
in colombia next he was welcomed in cuba
like a head of state by the main barbudo
who sent him off with his blessing
and a thinking apparatus in support _he did
his foreign policy in montevideo sao paulo
and assorted airports to everyone’s dismay
and delight _soon he was in league
with iran north-korea lybia sudan
russia became his main arms supplier
china his leading creditor _so he gave
free money to ecuador free oil to nicaragua
free bolivia to evo morales _it was freebies
all around in a shopping spree of latin loyalty

(tres)
by the time he gained power he had gone
through a feast of rehearsals
ready for main stage at the high rise red platform
a cloth backdrop with his version of revolutionaries
pancho villa and bolivar thrown in the mix
before a crowd who’d spend their saturdays
in huge political rallies of nazi proportions
but who came from slums in a caravan
of government provided buses
each rider given a lunch bag with pamphlets
to digest they descend at the altamira plaza
and begin the march to the presidential palace
amid a pandemonium of trumpet blasts blaring speakers
peoples screaming with mouthfuls of food and beer
and hawkers with chacha dolls reciting
revolution slogans with the pull of a cord
and just before dusk he walks the stage to its edge
microphone in hand his face gleaming (like jesus
at the handouts) his head topped with a sombrero
and a mariachi entourage surrounding him
he goes into a spirited medley of rancheras
and it’s a explosion of paroxysm in absurdism

(shuffle)
undoubtedly he was a phenomenal entertainer
a showman extraordinaire who barraged fire
to anyone considered enemy or pick of choice

(uno)
lapdogs of the empire you will get stung 
and you dear secretary suffering from sexual plight
can’t help you condoleezza can’t make that sacrifice
and bush he called simply an asshole
announcing military confrontation up on a mountain 
with a rifle to fulfill his delusion on bolivar
for whom he saved an empty chair at the table
and declared him his hero instead of superman
so from here on next move would seem most logical
yes he had the old lunger exhumed to try and prove
that he was poisoned _but no he was not of course
next he bathed himself with the blood of the lion
(mysteriously disappeared) from the caracas zoo
and in what may be considered a sort of consecration
or some kind of voodoo shite he had four babalaos
sprinkle dust cursory prepared with all the malevolence 
of tapheth from sacks over caracas from an army
helicopter _a feat worthy of smith’s 18000 blessings
in a single shot…

(dos)
but i digress let’s get back to our accolade
_voices voices as if a chorus_
of ministers and family...maduro leading_
all blowing hot air into the waves messages
misinformation plugs communiques
he was getting better
decrees were being signed
conversations with advisers by the hour
instructions given
but no photos of the ubiquitous man
it was a score for doubt and suspicion
until spanish abc reported the dialogs nonexistent
twitter messages false so the chorus voiced louder
_we all are chachas chacha has not died chacha lives
bis

(tres)
the inside version among the military in the know
says that he died in havana last tuesday morning
at seven it came from cuba to fort tiuna
a defense complex where the hospitalito’s located
and where the task of dressing him up concluded

(shuffle)
it’s not known at what moment of wednesday
he was taken to the basement
while an empty similar coffin was taken
to the military hospital from where
it was paraded in procession during seven hours
with a sandbag dummy in full military garb
red beret boots insignias and all
as it was exalted as spiritual father and martyr
by his followers who were allowed to touch rub
fondle and whack the deceitful casket
without having to risk the physical integrity
of the true one _they couldn’t take any chances

(one)
it was past noon when they took el negro out
to st james apostle church for one last mess
for i’ve never knew him to attend any services
except for those given at the whorehouses
and saloons then the crowd carried the casket
to the last street of the neighborhood where
it was put in a pickup truck and taken away
to the cemetery _three loaded buses followed
it was a feast sons and daughters grieved
friends with sad faces sighed and smiled
some cried some just looked dumbfounded
and when everyone left there was a feeling
of having met the circumstances bravely

(dos)
chacha’s gone too _he left with great pomp
but a feeling of vainglory also persists
amid contrary views about his achievements
all the phrases and slogans empty
can’t change the fact that food subsidies
resulted in shortages and the i have done
everything out of love and ten million votes
down their throats won’t change the angst
of a middle class heading into a dead end
_purportedly he did have some final words
general ornella at his bedside conveyed them
to the world _i don’t want to fuckin’ die
please don’t let me die

(tres)
at the small park by the ss building old fellows
still contend on who was best at the cabaret
lola with the wide hips on a guaracha number
or slender rosa doing a bebo valdes mambo
and wasn’t she a number herself
and how ‘bout that cha-cha queen what’s her name
while a small crowd some with red bandanas
parades chanting _fatherland socialism or death
the show must go on_
there go the chavistas -says an old man
one more cha-cha maestro -says another one
ain’t nothing to it -adds yet another
seen them come and seen them go –
he was quite a dude though –
ah nothing more than three steps and a shuffle


Thursday, July 10, 2014

live


night cool come late to meet its bride
warmth until the end of days worms
away with the sailing winds and may
timely takes on flight to see dog days


late as it may the breeze carried laos
across the world dumb and famous
now on the flashing billboards wow
a love story a last stand a spiral storm
lighting frames of breakfast in bed
mid-day suns in the shade of a night
at last to embrace the sun’s final crave


rush the senses to the score of summer
singing the flesh tasting the mouth
the eyes closed deft in the whirl


Saturday, June 21, 2014

loose kite at the beach moving out over the waters


kite my kite
flying high
it took the dreams
it took the gold
it took the blood
it went to china

sud den ly
i wanna cry
why why



(it got loose off my hand oh so gently
later on i thought it had slipped purposedly
from my clasp and i ran the slope down
the sand bogging my every leap  
i went directly splashing into the water
and started swimming after the loose string
seemingly hovering but drifting away
toward the high seas
and for a moment i knew i’d catch it
even as i heard familiar voices calling
to let it go
and then i saw the string no more
just my kite growing small and shinning
in the last rays of one hot afternoon sun
with waves breaking ever close to my head


Sunday, June 1, 2014

"...sits on the shell of a great reptile"


when everyone wandering in the big mud ball
set to roll on the silver tray minds a just way
to be in the presence of all sapiens blown clean
within the mist of stars dust to partake matter
and energy in cosmic selfgenerating brother-
hood then it will cease to shine dark mighty
from the pulse of the born and unborn hanging
on steel thongs as the rest is held still on
the rack of babbletalk meanwhile the elephants
stand ill at ease and can not quite see discord
there is only the feeble fire from the great
bang burning time until the last call by request
of most shows the pious rewarded heavenly
as promised...the rest of us can eat the turtle



Thursday, April 3, 2014

tuesday morning blitz



to begin with he was commissioned
so dutiful he set on the journey
promptly taken by the winds
his sail weaved with the will of the chosen
under his guidance -the trusting faithful
with the daily detail _to kneel bow and pray
and they all got to take an apple
under the blissful morning sun
and to rest at its setting
all went well
but ahead the allure of troubled waters
was their undoing
no art from this ruined crew
bountiful of desires could deliver them


at the converging of the waters
with the strait dire and dangerous
he stood at the helm
with a lamp held high and his heartbeat wild
intent on stranging the night bottomless
and escape amid storms of tranquillity
so wrecked and dashing through flesh
he found the survivors at a tenebrae service
he heard at last the plain song throb
funneling its ache into the last ventricle


across the pit laid consolation
all milk and honey and a score of redress
everything useless
                   _he breathed profoundly
the familiar tune blowing the call to reason
turning first to ease the burst of light
then to search over his shoulder
the long shadow in his castaway strand