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Friday, August 25, 2023

at best an accident, at worst un crime passionnel -it´s what i heard the judge say


i shot carol vaughn on august fifteen year of some goddamned animal 

if you want the morbid details ask a china-man shaman or impostor

it was on my fortune cookie plain as daylight tuesday morning it read 

the hour of course was 6:06:06 she had no chance and i couldn´t miss 

we laid to love each other embraced with no light nor shadow inbetween  

feeling not the fire of darkness suffocate us in one last sigh and faded  

nothing is gonna save me nothing said or done it turned out intentional 

never shall i tell the truth though i was up before the hour by forethought     

i shot carol dead when she turned up to look as she was laying in bed 

she saw me holding her twenty-two carbine in my hands and said -no 

emil don´t do it- i raised the gun took aim and shot her bang in the head 

it was thrust back and away and bounced straight back to its sky dig 

with eyes half shut disparate i tried to close them with my hand 

but they stayed as they were and her body shook violently for a bit 

with gurgling sounds and heavy breathing before returning to silence  

then a thin stream of blood appeared out of her right nostril and ran 

on the side of her face and a trickle of blood runneth out of her ear 

into the bed (one out of her right eye stopped at her cheek midway 

like a crimson tear...farewell) and i can say i have fared well like hell 

the rest can be surmised by facts reports made public news or hearsay 

nothing and never -hell´s gonna miss me gehenna shall turn me to dust