nauseated

may we assume wrongfully 
and interpret poorly the absurd 
in our actions...oh civilization

we are full of facts of life meaningless
_we made them up in darkness and fear_
the phrases spell all and nothing

they are substantial and insignificant

it’s extreme pettiness or grandeur to mask

the trifling ridiculously silly beliefs in full

the bit set in long tall buildings with arches

banners and flags crowning their tops

statues and gargoyles in strategic places

support for much shadow and occasional clouds

the pope in yellow flips and puts on a veil

and it’s reality versus reality interacting

announcing modifying postponing fuckitall

robin williams on the score perfect casting

for pere ubu but we’ll never know

go find imaginary solutions in trees hanged

in harmony with satisfying coloring and economy

of detail diverse material for de sade’s portrait

back to being to be sickened by it

its bare detail moving the beholder on contact

the range from choice to chance

daniel deranged matthew delighted

to die on a rooftop was not his decision

nor was it to die _it comes naturally_

but once with reason handy 
it became a sure option

he could become his own child

dictate sentence on his own being

define his existence then and there

or at any bloody given moment
thus he chose to go along 
but circumstances placed him on that roof

and climax he would reach in a hail of bullets